My first semester law school grades came out today. I was disappointed with my grades today. It felt terrible. I have such high expectations for myself, but what happens when I fall short of them? I can sit here and be disappointed, sure. I can cry and self sabotage myself for the next semester, sure. but what good does that do? Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
It’s easier said than done.
What I can do though is reflect and be honest with myself moving forward. When I started law school, they emphasized a million times the concept of falling forward. So, let’s hit that pavement face first!
What are some things that I learned this semester?
The people I surround myself with can have a big impact.
It isn’t always what it seems. Find things out for yourself and then you can make an assessment. Other people have varied opinions that may not match your own.
Taking care of yourself needs to be priority. Sleep and health are #1.
What are somethings I can take with me going into the next semester?
Start outlining ASAP. You know how to do it now, so busy it out.
My law school grades aren’t everything about me.
The things that worked for you and are healthy, stick with those.
Start in my own lane. Don’t care about what others think or do! You are competing with yourself and that is 1000% true. You’re different than others and you need to do what’s best for you.
What are somethings I can improve on?
Talking in class and asking questions. I didn’t talk in class much unless called upon. That needs to change because it’s not the person I want to be nor I am.
What are some things I’m grateful for moving forward from these law school grades?
My family and close friends. Without them I’d be lost! They remind me who I am and who I want to be.
I’m grateful for my health. I got COVID over winter break, and I’m so thankful it was as mild as it was for me and my family. I have asthma, so it definitely could have gone to my lungs and been worse.
What are some things I’m excited for the future?
To kick ass and get better!!!
I’m excited to be the person I want to be. Take no prisoners. No mercy. I am going to kick ass and do my best because that’s what I deserve!
To have a fulfilling and fruitful career.
To spend more time with the people I care about.
